June 2012
Game on bitch.
We were just waiting for you to be a bitch back so we can start the real games. Your messing with the wrong gay man and his partner in crime.
Your life is going to be hell for the next two weeks.
So Tired
No rest for the weary here though.
Mind is constantly throbbing with thoughts that pertain to nothing. That and an insatiable feeling that by sleeping I’m missing out on something.
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On Coming Out
The past few days, with pride an all coming to an end, I’ve been thinking about the past few years.
It’s coming up on 2 years that I have been officially ”out” (the anniversary of which I set on coming out to my parents, which eliminated the need to keep anyone else in the dark really).
Why did I need to come out?
I think about this a lot.
I think it was really...
“and the little white dove
made with love, made with love:
made with glue, and...”
– Sawdust and Diamonds
Joanna Newsom
And you are the wolf,
and I am the moon.
And in my endless dreams, we are one, the wolf and I.
Missing SF pride.
So lame.
I think Derby was worth it. I mean, I would have missed it anyway, but now I can pretend I missed it for something awesome.
Went to roller derby tonight.
I’m going to join the men’s version in Portland.
Done and done.
"It's easier than just waiting around to die"
Today my roomate and I were talking and laughing about the crazy things we do to remind ourselves that we are in fact alive in this place that seems to rob things of life.
I’ve never hung out with sketchy people, smoked more cigarettes, drank more wine than I have here.
And I kind of love it.
Ha.
Why yes roommate it's okay if you start cooking at...
Stupid cunt. I’m going to start shitting in her bed.
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Thank you for existing. You always give me a good laugh.
hahahalolololhahaha.
Why does no one identify as an alala? Or a puaiohi? lol. Oh yea because they aren’t cool.
Really? You think your normal breathing is you recalling what language you spoke as a chimera? Please, tell me more.
lol. God I love the internet.
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Fuckkkk man. Florence and the Machine
Why have I never listened to the rest of Lungs?
Days off. Tomorrow, next day. No real epicness planned, but I think I’ll go to the beach tomorrow. We’ll see.
“No more dreaming of the dead as if death itself was undone
No more calling like...”
– Blinding — Florence and the Machine
Woah... post sort of went popular...
got reblogged like 8 times.
Weird………
Bummed I'm missing pride.
Oh well
“Tonight I’m done with my graceless heart,
so tonight I’m going to...”
Stop haunting me
Dreams can be so real and so stupid sometimes.
Been remembering more than usual lately. Who knows why. Menehune playing pranks probably.
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Fighting off the Heavy Negativity here.
It’s like a constant cloud of sad and angry is present with all the interns who have been here for a while. This is why they lose interns early.
Going to stay positive today. Going to Hilo!
25 DEEP Questions.
1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
5. You can have one of the following two things: Love, Trust. Which do you choose? Why?
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
11. Does love = sex?
12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite/same sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?
17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?
18.Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
21.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
22. Are you old fashioned?
23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
http://fishkeeper.tumblr.com/ask
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Florence and the...
Squishy has a tumblr.
squishythewaxworm.tumblr.com
Today We Took a Waxworm on an adventure
His name was squishy and he came with us from the kitchen to the office and back. I showed him the world, a world that most waxworms don’t get to see (they can become very invasive if they get out and find a beehive… so they stay inside all the time). We decided that he took his knowledge back to the jar of worms bound to die and told them about the gods that showed him the world and...
The arms of the ocean… deliver me… (never let me go)
"I grew up fast, I guess I grew up mean"
I made the new girl cry. She cleaned my closet and then posted passive agressive notes all over the laundry room (This is the trash, please take it out when it’s full… bullshit) so I called her out on it. Very calmly like an adult.
She hasn’t talked to me since, and that’s an improvement.
Goodnight.
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