Maybe I wanted to see if you actually cared enough to call and ask why I hadn’t called.
Maybe I wanted you to realize that when I really needed a friend you weren’t there, even to just drink beer on the beach with.
Maybe I wanted to be a friend rather than someone you confided all your relationship shit in.
You were my best friend. You were with me in the awkward times in Jr. High, through the rough patches in high school and into college when we both moved.
I hope your happy. I hope you find what you want. I’m sorry for being honest when I was drunk about what I thought about your boyfriend. I’m sorry for getting pissed at you that week when you walked out of the diner and left me and your sister scratching our heads. My grandma’s funeral was the next day. What was I supposed to do.
It’s funny, and stupid but we talked about how removing someone from your facebook was something you reserved for people you really didn’t like. Point taken.
“What would you think if I sang out of tune,
Would you stand up and walk out on me?
Lend me your ears and I’ll sing you a song,
And I’ll try not to sing out of key.
Oh I get by with a little help from my friends,
I get high with a little help from my friends,
I’m gonna try with a little help from my friends.”—if you don’t know, well I’ll forgive you someday.
Those were awfully good answers.
I wish for marriage equality. I wish that I could always be inspired. I wish that I could write songs that mean something to someone. I wish that we weren't all conceited jerks that are so self-absorbed that we don't have the time to consider other people and other issues.
I agree that relationships are beautiful. My favourite relationship is with my best friend, whom I rarely get to see because he lives 5 hours away. But when we see each other, we play music and he gets me, and I think I might get him. It's a beautiful thing, understanding. I think birthmarks are beautiful. They mark a place on yuor body, a place that no one else has, and it's yours.
Rain is one of my favourite sounds. I live in possibly the rainiest place in Canada, and I ahve skylights in my house. I fall asleep to the pounding of nature on my roof. It's wonderful, especially when it's stormy.
And I don't know how California is. I've never been. I'd love to go though. There's a lot of good music there.
I like your wishes. California does have good music, but I’m finding that Portland does too. Which is nice :D
So what do you wish for?
What is beautiful for you?
Do you like certain sounds?
How is California?
California is overrated, i feel. I do love where i live and it is relly beautiful and close to the ocean, so i can not complain. However i feel that we all tend to be stuck up snobs and need to take ourselves a bit less seriously.
I find life beautiful. I love the fact that we are alive. I love seeing things live. I find relationships, any kind not just romantic beautiful. I love thinking, and sitting in coffee shops and people watching and eavesdropping.
I wish for new things sometimes and I wish for people others. I wish that I could just move and live in South Africa and that graduate schools didn’t care that i have a 2.9 GPA. I also wish that apple would allow flash and java on their various mobile platforms.
My favorite sound on the planet is heavy rain falling from the sky on the roof. What is yours? All the same questions to you and in addition, what do you dream of? What do you think the future holds?
I’m sorry I’ve been so busy and can’t post so much!
I was bit by a turkey vulture today at work. She flew off her perch and immediately went for my shoes cause they are fun to chew, as are my socks and legs. I had to sit and take it until she decided it wasn’t fun anymore and to go back onto the perches. I am officially initiated, so I was told. It was quite shocking, let me tell you.
My legs hurt.
I’m a bit bummed cause I think I didn’t pass my test to move on to the next section next week. If that is the case, I’m bummed.
I'm a little embarrassed for you that you've seen Twilight......did you meet a girl and did she convince you it was a good idea??? cause really...is there a good excuse....hahahaha. JK...kind of. i still refuse to watch it.