I’m stressing out right now. I have a calc midterm and I haven’t been studying like I should have been. And the body of my case study is due next week. And I forgot to go to my fricking govenment meeting yesterday.
I had the most intense zed dream last night. It was so real and so scary that I checked CNN online just to make sure we weren’t being invaded. When I woke up too Someone brushed my door too nearly sending me to rip of the leg of my desk and blodgeon the head till the zed stopped moving.
The rest of the dream was good though. I was traveling with my room mate from mt. Hermon. We made it all the way to Georgia before the zeds attacked.
I have been without my phone all day today. I thought I just left it at home, but apparently it got picked up in the library and the person has it. I was calling tonight trying to find it, and I was shocked when somone answered the phone.
Anyway, I will hopefully get it back by Wednesday. Its going to be strange though to not have a phone. I guess I can just use my Ipod touch as a phone and a way to text people. I have a lot of contacts in there anyway.
Haha. I hope that they actually do return the phone and will not steal it. I don’t know. I don’t trust people that much nowadays, but the person did answer the phone and was really nice about it. So yeah.
Let me set this up for you in a Differntial Equation.
"On the back of a motor bike With your arms outstretched trying to take flight Leaving everything behind But even at our swiftest speed we couldn’t break from the concrete In the city where we still reside. And I have learned that even landlocked lovers yearn for the sea like navy men Cause now we say goodnight from our own separate sides Like brothers on a hotel bed”
hi. my name is Tiffany and i tend to do things to convince boys that i have REALLY BIG CRUSHES ON that i actually like someone else….just to see what happens.
success and failure. Success in convincing him, failure in that he was very displeased by it. :(
this = NOT A GOOD IDEA. Boys don’t like that. Especially if they are interested in you. Don’t play mind games.
i know….i mean part of it was unintentional…i was just hanging out with a friend that i hadn’t seen in a long time so i was stoked about it and we sat outside talking for like 3 hours and i knew he could see us through the window so i may have kind of manipulated body language to see what would happen…sort of. But also part of it was…i was really excited to see my friend that i hadn’t seen in a long time…
then my friend greta came out and wanted to talk to me about something so rory went away for a little bit and in part of the conversation she asked if i was on a date…and i was like ew gross no…
but then at the end of the night i was standing on the curb talking to rory and i kind of realized that i knew exactly how it would look to outsiders because i would have made he same judgment of anyone else…i know i looked nervous and awkward and unsure and it just looked like how i imagine a first date would look when it ended…
and the cute boy came out and said goodbye to me while i was talking and i didn’t really even turn around to look at him as he left and i could just hear the disappointment and being upset in his voice….and i know it wasn’t caused by the music that was going on inside because he loved that…
and i was just like…crap. now what do i do? i can’t just text him and be like oh hey what you think you saw wasn’t really anything at all because he doesn’t know that i like him…or at least we’ve never talked about it…i just…. feel so terrible now. i mean part of me was curious but i never seriously wanted to make him think that.
what do i do??
Text him, say your sorry for being kinda cold. And then ask him some random question or something to get conversation going again.
"The youthful boy below who turned your way and saw
Something he was not looking for: both a beginning and an end
But now he lives inside someone he does not recognize
When he catches his reflection on accident”